Category: Thoughts
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arcoiris
I thought words only painted images or things we want to see but can’t, i’ve found words also paint nondescriptive anthems. splashes of paint consumed by deepest fears // depressive episodes glassed with bloody // cuts // their skin fresh in mind and soul, wanting to absolve intrusions numbing empty hope // running engines of…
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medicated
late at night chemicals in my brain react to whispers of vanguard dissolved by a little pill served by my new corner pharmacy rooted in mannerisms of expectation seeking performance aside from revelation feeding the emptiness of melancholia weighing high functioning cycles exhausting every tear possible as raiding disruption turns into abduction clinging to images…
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The voices in my head
you know what bothers me the most? it’s never how much someone pulls away, or how they read your scars with self-diagnosis, how they judge your responses. it’s the lies. the lie of their care. the lie of their fear. the lie of their contempt. am I so gullible to think that still, through the…
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Estrellas
sera ya? sera ya que se me agotaron las estrellas? que el cielo llego a mirar mi destino y dijo, cuantas ganas que le faltan a estas pilas de recargarse cuanta pena que las ganas que no tiene se fugaron a otra galaxia. Aveces me siento como la arena fuera del mar, permeable y absorbente,…
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Cual es la verdad?
I miss you, so much that it scares me to see you. Would you be mad if I told you? my love for you sings in silence. I heard your voice in the cabin of my car driving to see you while getting high, shaping my symptoms from falling behind telling you I lied, I…
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